Driven by the ghosts of my future
I think it may be a symptom of my generation, the fact that I’m ADHD, and that I may have hypo-mania but I constantly struggle with the “what do I want to be when I grow up?” question.
The only answer I’ve been able to come up with is: content.
I don’t think that will ever happen.
I constantly drive myself to stay busy. I have a very demanding *day job*. I have several blogs that I try and keep fresh, I run a monthly tech meetup and I work with my local VC firm to help them asses Web based investment opportunities.
And at many times that doesn’t seem like enough.
I see what can be. I see what my home town could be. I see what I could be. I see what I can do to make all these things happen.
And I wonder why others don’t see the opportunities that are all around. Then I wonder if maybe they do see but just choose not to do anything about it.
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